Friday, January 2, 2009

CD14 ... Hmmm.

Well, this morning I called the doc and let them know that I've had a faint line on the OPK now for 2 days and now have a little bit of discharge. My tummy is a little off and I have a headache... other then that nothing. So I called mostly to ask with the weekend coming up what hours there were open and what to do if I'd get a magical surge... and they said "come on in today and we'll do an u/s and check how you're doing." Um... ok. :)

So I have my u/s here at 10:30 and I"m nervous. Afraid it will be:
a) Nope, nothing happening.
b) Sorry, we missed it this cycle.
c) Sorry... you're completely broken.

It amazes me how no matter how much pep talk I give myself - my first thoughts tend to be so negative. I need to be thinking "woo hoo, this might be it" or "it could be tomorrow" or "it's awesome that there's a little bit of LH now in my system!" Argh. That needs to be a new year's resolution for me ... work on a positive frame of mind.

Actually the news wasn't bad at all. The u/s shows that I'm not quite there yet ovulation wise but that I am definately "in process." We are going to hold steady and continue to watch the OPK results over the weekend and if I get a surge I'm calling in. Otherwise I have an appt on Monday for another u/s to see how much further along we are.

Lining: 9.5
Follies, right side: 11, 8
Follies, left side: 5, 7, 7.5

So... we continue to be patient. *smirk* Yea, right.

1 comment:

  1. Yippee!!! That sounds like wonderful news! :) I know how hard it is to stay positive, because just like you, I am always so negative at first and worried to death. For some reason I think it is my mind telling me that if I make it as bad as it can be, then nothing else can be any worse? I don't know, it sounds crazy, I know.

    Keep us posted. I am praying for you always. It is so interesting that about the time you posted your comment last night when you couldn't sleep, was about the time I went to bed and said another round of prayers. :)

    I wish all of the best of luck. It makes me hopeful that the little bit of line that I saw for a couple of days was because I was getting there. Maybe next month. Actually, it makes me want to take another ovulation test, eventhough the last one I took only showed one line. Hang in there, I can feel the good news coming. I know it is so hard to wait, but it will be worth it. :)

    Lots of smiles, hugs and blessings,