Saturday, January 3, 2009

Emotionally Challenging

Just read another forum that I frequent and one of the users is shocked to find she's pregnant for the fourth time in four years. She's "not even sure she wants another"... blah blah blah. It was like a knife in the gut and my heart is in my throat. Going to go make some tea and have a good cry.

I understand HE doesn't give us more then we can handle... but - wow.


  1. I so understand how you feel. Sometimes it is so hard to deal. It is hard to believe that He doesn't give us more then we can handle, is sure does feel like he pushes us to the edge!! Hope 2009 is the year for both of us!!

  2. Yes, I too can sympathize with you on that. In fact, it angers me to think that there are people out there who can become pregnant with little to no problems and then do nothing to stop it and are in total shock that it has happen again. I can certainly relate to this article because of one of my cousins who is what we could call a fertile mertile and has more than 4.

    I have cried tonight too. I am right there with you. Strength in God comes from trials and allowing Him to guide us through. For me, I find that when God wants my attention or wants to lead me a certain direction He drops me to my knees. When I am on my knees I can only focus on Him, which is what He wants of me. He is there for you and with you, no matter what. It is hard to give up what we want and let God take control and make things happen in his own time. They that sow in tears shall reap in joy. :) I believe in miracles and believe that you will have your own miracle too.

    My thoughts and prayers are with you always, just as I am crying now with you. Oh my emotions, if only they could be balanced.

    Lots of smiles, hugs and blessings,
    Stacey :)

  3. Don't even know what to say. That is a lot to absorb. I hope you can enjoy your tea and that God can be your companion this evening.