This morning I found myself laying in bed and not wanting to get up. It wasn't that I was tired or just didn't want to leave the warmth... but rather I was just emotionally not wanting to do another day. I'm tired, warn out and emotionally drained. I'm stuck. Days look the same and everynight I hold many of the same prayers close to my heart.
Today I took some time made up two short lists:
Things I can't control:
1. When/If I will become pregnant.
2. The health of others.
3. Whatever the future may throw at me.
Things I can control:
1. My overall health.
2. Letting others know I care and love them.
3. Working hard to keep positive.
So with the Lord's help and my DH at my side I will recognize the first list and act upon the second list. This is no easy task ... but I feel a calm about it and will go forward from here.
Thanks for "listening."
Dicari Mesin Spinner Indah Mesin
2 years ago